confused

confused of myself right now...at this moment ,I still thinking either to have medic in malaysia or russian..for honest,I prefer medic in Malaysia but I afraid of the pointer,,I never imagine to go abroad especially Russian..that is so out of my thinking..not even once.done with istikharah but I dont know why my heart strongly to say Malaysia..being an adult never as easy as I think...all decision on your own..it much fun to be 7 years old girl..oh by the way,I am turn 18 today..a year older suppose to be more wiser in choosing your own decision..but it seem the others way..TAYLOR perhaps the best for me.

A WAITING

    waiting for you to online ym last nite but you didnt show up..perhaps you are busy...nevermind,I will always wait for you as you are my love ones

THANK YOU ALLAH

alhamdulilah.....all the waiting all this while is worth...yesterday,I got a phone call from yayasan telling that I am selected for medic program in rusian..getting that call there is nothing that I can say except alhamdulilah..thank you Allah for giving me all this things....Insyaallah I will do the best for my parents and my family...never thinks that I will be able to reach this stage...ma abah I love you....I shall grant your wishes that you want to see one of your children to become a doctor.....

Taylor Swift - The Way I Loved You (w/lyrics) [HQ]

I MISS YOU

if you read my entry this time,I want you to know that I am missing you so much..it had been so long since I meet with you...yeah,I know that I am not that kind of romantic person..I never say that three words that you want to heard from my own mouth but for your information,I really love you..you are the only man in my heart..your present in my life is like a blessing..I can never hope for a better person than you...I hope our relationship will remain forever even though when we are far away one day...now,I really missing you a lot..since having you in my life,I learn new things in my life..I learn to love someone others than my family and my friends..I learn to give a space in my heart for you,,my special one and the most important,,I learn that to have someone to care of you is awesome...yes,my loves one,,if you read this,,I want you to know that there is no doubt that I am so in love with you...;p..you are the best man that I can wish for...love you so much..muahhhhhxxx

MORNING..:)

good morning..:)..I know it kind too late too say good morning but nevermind..LOL..wake up in the morning at own home in such a blast..sleep in your own bed,your own room and the most important,being wake up by your own parents..yeay3...actually today I woke up a little bit late..a little*wink**he3...as i wake up,I immediately go to my favourite place in my home that is.........KITCHEN..LOL..looking into the fridge for things that can be cooked and then of course I need to cooking my own..you think my home got maid??>..he3...and for today breakfast is fried noodle..the taste??..quite okay but not as tasty as my mom cooking...ha3...that's all for this morning...love you all my friends who reading my entry and I hope you all in good shape..assalamualikum and have a good day even though the sun is hiding today..*wink3*..;p